Good LORD, you all! When the Universe makes changes and has plans, you had best clear your calendars and make some space. It is happening whether you are ready for it or NOT!
Last weekend and the beginning of this week have been a whirlwind. I will tell you that there are about three blogs that ran around my wig stand last week, but I was so busy that I just didn’t get to sit down. Plus, I don’t want this blog to be a tear jerker, and really it could be.
Last week consisited of one death in the family, losing a pet, a rental car, 18 hours of driving, a major birthday, dealing with mother and finding a new home for my 21 year old. (Yes, giving birth at 13 was difficult, but I did it. Yes, I know…haha.)
Anyway, last week was an ass biter, really an absolute ass biter.
I didn’t come here to complain. I came here to tell you a little something that I realized while in the middle of the tornado of emotion and paperwork. As dark and as sad as some of those moments were, little shiny moments of fabulosity shimmered through the dark. Those glistening memories are what are staying in the movie in my mind. I love that.
I made connection with some people that I haven’t spoken to since childhood. They were precious to me then, and my little kid spirit still sees their little kid spirit. No judgement, just love.
I watched a connection being made with my daughter that warmed my heart in ways that I had never imagined.
Unbelievable moments of synchronicity that snapped into place seamlessly and effortlessly.
It was as if someone larger and grander was taking care of business and showing me the good in it.
I let go…and let it happen. I stepped back and tried my best to love everyone, because that is what I thought was best to do. It worked, and continues to work.
Those beautiful moments are winning over the darker emotional ones. Some were so small that if you weren’t paying attention, you wouldn’t have noticed. The Universe sent me love all along the way.
So, thank you Universe. Thank you God. Thank you for giving me the soft pink padding of love as our journey’s round this next bend. I have no fear, I know that whatever is in store for us is because it needs to be.
We are all love.
Be someone’s shiny moment today if you think about it.
You are perfect. Thanks for reading this.
Smooch Out with a sprinkle of cosmic glitter.
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As we travel…we want to grab the wheel. We say we won’t but we do. God must really get a kick out of our innocent ways since he really knows we are no where near the drivers seat and are really probably in the trunk kicking out the tail lights. Sometimes I feel like I am actually being dragged from the back of the car…kicking and screaming the whole way. I felt much of the same emotions you felt over this last few weeks. It is eye opening, heart breaking and soul lifting all at the same time. I…like you have learned an important lesson: God says, “step out of the way girl, cause my plan so over rides you plan!” LOL I am trying to do that. Its not easy. Remember that I love you. Remember that He loves you. Let me be a shiny moment in your life today…you deserve it. 🙂